Monday, November 17, 2008

My Life as I Live It

If you are a regular reader of my blog, by now you've seen the footer that I try to include on all of my November posts, the one that is a "public service announcement" about my condition, Pulmonary Hypertension.

While the entire month is PH awareness month, Tuesday, November 18th, is PH Awareness Day. So why the fuss about a rare condition that only affects about 100,000 people worldwide? Because the symptoms of PH (dizziness, shortness of breath, chest pains) can be attributed to multiple other conditions. Because by the time PH is diagnosed, the condition could have progressed to late stage. Because PH can be a secondary condition to other illnesses such as clotting disorders, Scleroderma, emphysema, bronchitis, and COPD. Because early diagnosis can prolong life. And because anyone, ANYONE can be diagnosed with this life-threatening, incurable condition. It cares not about race, financial condition, gender, or religion.

I try not to let the fact that I have a chronic condition affect how I live my daily life, but, as would be expected, changes have been made and certain precautions are taken on a daily basis.

Some things I bet you didn't know about living with Pulmonary Hypertension:

...that because of an enlarged right ventricle in my heart, I am unable to take decongestants for a cold. I am vulnerable to racing heart episodes.

...that it takes me twenty minutes or more of relaxation time to recover from sorting the laundry. Bending over is very difficult for me because of the propensity to dizziness, and the "strain" of bending over repeatedly forces me to use more energy than I can expel easily. Then there's the whole lugging the laundry basket to the laundry room and actually picking it up (or bending over) to load the machine. Whew!

...that after a morning of standing over the copier machine in the school work room, I come home and lie in bed for a couple of hours to "recuperate."

...that I have difficulty walking up even the slightest incline. The front walkway to the school office slopes up ever so gently, but to me it might as well be a mountain.

...that I use a shopping cart just to have something on which to lean sometimes. Just leaning on something can be helpful, which is why at times I have been known to use a cane. I'm considering getting a "rolling walker" as well.

...that, although I have the legal right to park in a designated handicapped parking spot, it's not always the most convenient because it's not located right by the front door. Many times, the spot is located at the end of the walkway, because that's where the ramp is. The builders don't consider that all handicapped people don't use a mobility aid; sometimes proximity is more important than a ramp.

...that many times I am not able to chaperon a field trip with my son because I can't handle all of the walking around. This makes me, and my son, very sad. But I always manage to make award ceremonies and help with homework.

...that the reason I have maid service is not because I'm lazy but because I'm physically unable to handle the housework for my 1800 square foot home.

...that whenever I travel all of my medications (a total of 12 different ones) need to be carried in a gallon Ziploc bag so that all prescriptions are visible through airport security. I also have to carry my CPAP (breathing machine) that treats my sleep apnea. You can see why I hate to fly, right?

...that even day trips away from home are managed so that I won't be too far from a rest room because of the diuretics ("water pills") I take.

...that I'm considered the "least sick" of those with my condition. In spite of these limitations, I still have an enormous amount of freedom. I don't use oxygen, I don't have a catheter for medicine, and the biggest thing of all - I'm NOT bedridden.

All in all, I'm still a very blessed individual.

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November if Pulmonary Hypertension Awareness Month. Pulmonary Hypertension (PH) is a rare blood vessel disorder of the lung in which the pressure in the pulmonary artery (the blood vessel that leads from the heart to the lungs) rises above normal levels and may become life threatening.

Symptoms of PH include shortness of breath with minimal exertion, fatigue, chest pain, dizzy spells and fainting.

Pulmonary Hypertension is frequently misdiagnosed and has often progressed to late stage by the time it is accurately diagnosed. Pulmonary Hypertension has been historically chronic and incurable with a poor survival rate; however, new treatments are available which have significantly improved prognosis.

To find out more and to help find a cure, please visit the Pulmonary Hypertension Association web site. Thank you for your support.

While I have breath, I have PHenomenal Hope.


22 who succumbed to the siren's call:

Sandee (Comedy +) said...

I didn't know most of this. You are indeed fortunate to be the least ill. I'm happy about that. Big hug. :)

Daddy Forever said...

I'm sorry you have PH. I still can't believe they denied your disabilities benefits (I hope I'm not confusing you with someone else). I hope some day soon they will find a solution that will make your life better. You deserve a better life.

Desert Songbird said...

Sandee: I try to live my life, looking at the bright side. It's so easy to get mired in depression, even without a chronic illness. Why give into the gloom? It solves nothing and it does not serve me well.

Daddy Forever: Yes, it was I who was denied disability benefits. It's because I haven't had income for five straight years in the past ten years. Oh well. Hopefully I'll live long enough to collect retirement benefits. And don't feel sorry for me; while I have a life-threatening illness, it hasn't killed me yet, and I don't intend for it to do so anytime soon!

Pamela said...

You are an inspiration!
(have you ever asked your kids to push you around in a wheelchair so you can go on one of their field trips?)

Desert Songbird said...

Pamela: Wheelchairs are not readily available for many of the field trips my kids take. They took turns with my hubby pushing my wheelchair when we went to Legoland this summer.

Matt-Man said...

Here's to ya Songbird, and best wishes to all of those afflicted. Cheers Dear!!

Palm Springs Savant said...

wow, I didn't know all that. It's great that despite this, you have such a great outlook on life. I think its fantastic that you are so positive and upbeat. Thanks for sharing this stuff Donna.

Starrlight said...

And you do all this with grace.

I presume you are talking SSI, right? Just so you know since my mom just got approved, they deny everyone, EVERYONE, the first time around. They told mom they don't even read it. If you can find a disability attorney, do it. They are worth every penny and can make a huge difference in time to get benefits. Mom had one and she got her's on the second go around.

Anonymous said...

Jaxoma said.....It is unfortunate that some of us must carry a heavier cross than others. Mine is minor compared to yours. Yet I am blessed that I, too, am still fairly healthy and able to move on my own two legs.

Karmyn R said...

My mother is wise - you are an inspiration.

Now that I've read some more on it - I am thinking about my fIL. The last 6 months he has had fluid on his lungs, and a bunch of the other symptoms. The doctors can't figure out what is wrong with him. I wonder if they have checked into this? I'm going to send some info to my MIL.

Bond said...

You are a strong woman and your kids are learning from watching...

BUT..time to let the kids carry the laundry..hell time for them to do the laundry for mom!

Desert Songbird said...

Matty: Thanks, darlin'! I sure hope they find a cure. I think it would be great to live my life without all of the "stuff."

Rick: Believe me, there are times I fall into a brief "funk," but I always try to make it very brief.

Starr: Thanks, my friend. I try. It's not always easy, but I try. No, I was talking about Social Security Disability, not SSI. The rules are pretty clear cut: I haven't had income for five consecutive years at any time during the last ten years; therefore, I do NOT qualify. Sigh. Oh well.

Sis: We all have some kind of cross or other. It's how we choose to carry that cross that makes the difference, right? Isn't that what Mommy and Daddy taught us?

Karmyn: I think your mother is pretty wise, too! I sure hope your FIL doesn't have this condition, but if this info helps find an answer one way or another, then I think the reason I blog about it has been found. I hope the info is helpful.

Bond: The kids have learned a lot from me, some good and some bad (grin), but when it comes to the laundry, I've learned that I ask for help. Believe me, they do their share now. They carry and load, unload, and bring to me. The laundry gets pre-sorted now as it goes into separate hampers, and "all" I do is the actual putting of the soap in the washer, putting the clothes in the dryer (although hubby helps with that, too), and the folding. It's a team effort now. Now, if I can only get them to cook dinner more often...

Anndi said...

I've only had my germies for a few days (turns out it's bronchitis) and I don't know how you do it. I have a new appreciation for what I normally can do.

Hey, if I lived closer (after the germies were gone) I would totally do your laundry for you. Of course, you'd have to clean my deep fryer in exchange ;)

Thank you for blessing me with your friendship.

You rock sister!

Tiggerlane said...

You are so vibrant - I sometimes forget how you are limited by this disease. I always think of you!

BTW, you'll be tagged on my blog, shortly after midnight!

Desert Songbird said...

Anndi: No assistance necessary! As I explained to Vinny above, the kids are helping more. These hands don't touch grease! (I'd help with other things, but don't ask me to clean up dog yuck - ewwww!)

Tigger: These are small limitations in the grand scheme of things. I try to keep that in mind. Oh, and I'll check out the tag first before I thank you. *grin*

Annette said...

What a fabulous post! I'm going to have to take some time and come back and read some more! Thank you for sharing!
Annette
a phriend from Omaha
www.annettesexcitingblog.blogspot.com

crazy working mom said...

I think it's great that you are making others aware of this condition!

Hubby uses a CPAP machine as well. I know all about traveling with one. But, I...errr, ummm I mean HE can't sleep without it. ;)

Travis said...

Wow that's a lot!

Blair said...

As a fellow PHer, I can relate to mostly how you feel. You are a inspiration! Keep well.

kailani said...

I still don't know how you do it. You are an amazingly brave person.

SandyCarlson said...

Thanks for teaching me about this condition. You are an amazing woman. 100,000 is plenty of friends. It's good to know.

katherine. said...

some time ago I looked up PH following one of your posts.

I find how you live your life an amazing testament to your strength of character...and to your love of your family...